Falcon Lake -

The fog rolled in off the water like a held breath finally released. For the first time in a week, the surface of Falcon Lake was flat as slate, the violent chop that had kept the bass boats docked now a memory. On the northern shore, near the submerged ruins of Old Zavala, a lone fisherman stood.

I could not finish the next crossing. I took the boats. I took the records. And I came to the lake where my father taught me to fish, where nothing was ever divided by lines on a map. I tied stones to the bag and let it go. I will do the same to myself now. But the truth floats. It always floats.

He cast his line toward a half-submerged pecan tree, the same one his grandfather had climbed as a boy, before the dam was built, before the Rio Grande was tamed and the valley drowned. The lure sank with a soft plink . He waited.

If you find this, I am already at the bottom. I was the coyote who kept the books. For twenty years, I moved them across the water—at night, in the fog, past the Border Patrol boats. I thought I was helping. But last month, I saw a boy drown. Right there, fifty yards from the shore. His name was Emilio. I pulled him out, but he was already gone. The man who paid me said to leave him. Said it was just business.

He dragged it onto the exposed roots of the pecan tree. The zipper was corroded but still held. Inside, wrapped in a plastic garbage bag that had somehow kept most of the water out, were notebooks. Dozens of them. Moleskines, the black ones, their pages swollen but legible.

But Leo swore, just for a moment, he heard it ring.

A duffel bag. Olive green. Waterlogged and weeping silt.