In London, she became someone else. Not a different name—she kept that, because names mattered—but a different version. She studied criminology, then forensic accounting. She learned how money laundered itself, how trust was a currency more valuable than gold, how the most dangerous people were the ones who smiled at you while sharpening the knife.
She waited.
Not in a diary—diaries could be read, could be used. She wrote in code, on loose sheets of music paper, hiding the words between the staves of Chopin nocturnes. Her mother, who drank sherry from morning until the world blurred into something bearable, never noticed. Her father assumed she was just practicing piano. nikita von james
Nikita Von James had always been the quiet one in the family, the kind of quiet that made people uncomfortable. Not because she was shy—she wasn’t—but because she listened. She listened to the rustle of secrets in the walls of their old Victorian house, to the whispers her mother pretended not to hear at night, to the tiny, frantic heartbeat of the mouse trapped under the floorboards. In London, she became someone else
The house was quieter now. Her mother had died the previous spring—liver failure, the official report said, though Nikita knew the bottle had been just a slow, willing accomplice. Her father had aged twenty years in twelve months. He sat in his study, the same room she had picked the lock on so many times, and stared at the wall. She learned how money laundered itself, how trust
Leonid’s hands trembled. For the first time in her life, Nikita saw her father cry. Not the loud, dramatic grief of movies. The quiet, drowning kind. The kind that happens when you realize you sold your soul for nothing.
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