Searching For- Spiraling Spirit In- -

It was me, but older. More tired. A version of myself who had never stopped searching. He—I—wore a coat I didn't own and held a compass whose needle spun in perfect, useless circles. He looked up from the reflection and mouthed three words: You found it.

Searching for — a hinge. Spiraling spirit in — a place. Searching for- spiraling spirit in-

I reached into the spiral. My fingers didn't get wet. They passed through the surface like smoke and touched something warm and frantic—a pulse, not of blood, but of memory . Every forgotten dream. Every abandoned hobby. Every late-night thought I'd talked myself out of pursuing. They were all still here, swimming in the tight coil of the river's bend, waiting to be reclaimed. It was me, but older