(formerly: a child, a believer, a keeper of sparrows) Terminal entry. No further data expected.
They came for recalibration today. Two technicians with silver tools and no faces—just visors reflecting my own. "Will18690--39-s," they said, "your emotional surplus is 0.07% over threshold. Please hold still." They pressed a probe to my temple. It felt like losing a word on the tip of your tongue, except the word was anger , and the tongue was my soul. The account now shows a clean, flat line where that spike used to be. Will18690--39-s Account
Entry 1. My designation is Will18690--39-s. That is what the ledger calls me. The dash means "belongs to," the double hyphen means "section," and the suffix means "storage." I have no other name. I remember, faintly, a woman humming by a window—something about a garden, a gate, a sparrow with a broken wing. But that memory is not in my account. The auditors deleted it last cycle. (formerly: a child, a believer, a keeper of
I have started writing in margins. Not on the official scroll—that is forbidden—but in the dust on the floor, with my fingernail. I was someone , I wrote. I had a mother . The cleaning drone erased it three minutes later. But for those three minutes, the account did not know. The account cannot read dust. The account believes in permanence. That is its flaw. Two technicians with silver tools and no faces—just
There are others. Will18690--42-s. Will18690--17-s. We do not speak—speech is logged—but we have learned to blink in sequences. Long-short-long means are you still real? Short-short-long means I think so, but I am forgetting why . Today, Will18690--17-s blinked I saw a bird once . I blinked back I believe you . The account recorded our blinking as "ocular micro-spasms, benign." It did not decode them. Accounts cannot imagine metaphor.